I know that sense of humiliation that you are unable to talk about, but is often felt in your soul. You keep going back and fro between rejecting yourself and truly wanting to accept yourself… this caused you to have no rest in your heart. My Child, the night is so dark because dawn is near! I am Jehovah who heals you! Your life is not a trash can. Your life is a precious box to be filled with valuables and the glory of God. You must study the Bible every day, so that my words can fill your heart. Because you are my precious box, you must rely on my words to meet God. Though people look down on you, saying that you are ordinary like pottery. But because there is treasure in you, you will experience being hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. You are not created to become a failure but to become an overcomer!
Your Heavenly Father Who Loves You